When I started the Master Key system, I new — after the 2nd week — that in short order I would be manifesting all manner of incredible things in my life and finally… finally… I’d be totally fulfilled. The reality is… this is the month we’re reading the scroll on persistence and color me clairvoyant, but I’m just thinking we don’t need persistence when everything is falling into place with no effort, and life is smooth. We need PERSISTENCE when… we’re not seeing that substance that’s hoped for that faith provides, and that evidence of things unseen is a little sketchy in the mind. So I’m being persistent.
A couple of dates have slipped past from my DMP, so I have to decide if I should reset them, or just keep going and try to force Subby to turn back fill the hands of time deliver them to — then again other dates are coming so Subby still has a chance to make good 🙂
So I don’t have a lot to report this week, other than I’m handling distractions, and client work. Aha! however, I WAS successful for the most part in my resolve to “go to work for myself” and I have spent the time on my office hours, doing things that need to be done, however not without some challenges that took more time than anticipated. But I continue to maintain office hours and work for me and structure my time and I shall persist in doing that and get the traction I need to move forward.
ALSO… I allowed myself to become a little upset a couple of times this week and once… I even slipped into some minor “victim” mentality over something really small. I’m not so accustomed to that. The law of substitution generally works very WELL for me, but twice this week a negative transported itself into my mind, built a fire and had a good ole barbecue! And as is true with the law of attraction, since that thought was also practicing persistence, it managed to summons a few of it’s friends, and I found myself neck deep in my own personal pity party — and the silly thing was… I knew it. The observer was alive and well, and I sat there looking up these thoughts that were looking back at me saying, and they asked… so “what you gonna do about us?” and that day… they won.
But they say that awareness is half-way to the solution (I may have just paraphrased several sayings into one.) But regardless, the next morning I managed to discharge them and move on to positivity; but “starting over’ on the mental diet… was a bit bothersome. And then, it happened again the next day over something else! But the talk I had with myself this morning on the way to my appointment (and recorded, mind you) should net me some results. I’ll keep you posted and I look forward to — soon — come back in with all manner of incredible positivity and brute positive FORCE.